Today I did a 3:00. Afternoon classes on the weekdays are literally so dead because most everyone is still at work. Not having to be packed in the hot room like sardines makes things a little more bearable. I can finally balance (barely) in balancing stick but still a no-go on standing head to knee and triangle. I dont want to talk about triangle. I dont want to ever see a triangle. I hate triangle. ANYWAY I got to class early again so in total I spend about 2 hours in the hot room and have really gotten used to the heat. It obviously still feels horrifically hot but its not like "I need to get out of here I cant breathe I'm going to pass out" hot. It's "I'm fine... I've done this before.. Nothings gonna happen" hot. And I think once you figure that out it opens up a lot of doors in Bikram because it truly starts with controlling the mind. Part one is assuring yourself that you're not going to die or vomit or pass out. I shouldn't say that I'm sure people have vomitted or passed out but I've never seen it... Part two is convincing yourself that if you push beyond your limit, your body is not going to snap in half. Like you are capable of so much more than you think. When you see someone doing the most ridiculous back bends and your like "nope no way I can not bend like that" but in actuality you really can you just have to train your body and mind. The biggest one that I had to convince myself I was able to do is camel. Its a really deep back bend during the floor series and there were times when I thought my head was going to fall clear off my shoulders or I imagine myself falling back flat on my head and breaking my neck. If you tell yourself you can't do something, you're right, and you won't do it.
Ustrasana - Camel
Hmmmm, seems legit.
The word trikonasana gives me anxiety.
I dont even want to look at this lady's dumb perfect triangle pose.
I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate trikonasana.
Tomorrow marks Day 7 and one thing I've noticed is that I can now list the poses in order, like I know what's coming next before I do it. This is really helpful when your wanting to die during Trikonasana but you can remind yourself your just a Dandayamana-Bibhaktapada-Janushirasana, Tadasana, and Padangustasana away from Savasana! (In other words, a standing separate leg head to knee, tree pose, and toe stand away from laying like a dead log on the floor and thinking about all the ways you could escape the hot room before the floor series. Just kidding. Nobody leaves the hot room. Have I mentioned that before? Leaving is a biiiig no-no.)
BTW, I'm looking for some boys to come with me as a start my second week so I can use you in my project and talk about how yoga made you better at sports. (COUGH James Brian Dylan & Dave!!). But really anyone who's willing is more than welcome I love seeing people from school in class! :)



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